Sunday, February 18, 2007
sigh. why must life get more and more complicated .
boy, whats the truth . i really dont know what to do . sigh . i know its hard to commit again . but why hurt yourself being like this . i know you have your problems but i'll try my best to make you happy .
it hurts seeing you like this . i care bear to see you drunk . it hurts badly see you so sad and i feel so hopeless not being there . why cant i care for you . you care for me so much .. thats the least i can do .
sigh. i dont wanna to lose you . i know , a friend is all i will ever be to you . just cant accept it i guess
this happened to me once , i lost him . i really dont wanna lose you . dont worry . everything will be fine . i have financial problems too but i have to live with it . boy..i know you are busy with your work but concentrate on your studies too .
money cant buy the most precious things in this world . boy . you are precious to me .. dont be sad . im not leaving . i wont . i promise . i promise not to hurt you . dont be scared anymore .
you cant always hide from reality but instead face it . dont worry . everything will be alright . hope everything will be fine soon .
your hp's spoilt now . cant even talk or text you to know how you're feeling . just hope you take care . im not sure if we will talk after today . i dont know whats happening now .
i love you , i really do . i told you i'll wait . 2 years for you its worth it . maybe i'll regret or you will be happy loving someone else then but at least i tried .just hope you are happy .dont drink and smoke too much .take care..
LOVES;
the memories have shattered 5:04 PM
